4 weeks and counting

It's coming to a month of my boring-stay-at-home-and-do-nothing...

Looking back, I guess hey it ain't so bad =))

Just finished Prison Break season 4! HAH! Thanks Roche for all your help...

Now onto How I Met Your Mother...

I didn't expect much of the series but hey guess what,

this American sitcom caused me to produce quite a lot of laughing gas this week =D

Oh well, but life's not meant to be all fun and no work right...

School's gona start; I'm gonna ORD...

I suppose life goes on even when the world is turned off right?

Just a thought, so what would be meaningful to you in your lifetime?

*Smiles*

God my strength

It's 330am in the morning...

I think I passed my bedtime and now I can't sleep argh!

Went to watch Night at the Museum 2 just now, not too bad.

Week's been pretty good. I must say, I'm starting to like this stay-home-no-work life haha...

Quite a few events that perked my week: Nic's "surprise" birthday; A new aircon for me; Catching up with old friend... Guess I have also been experiencing some emotional roller coaster...

I mean, come on, who doesn't? You try staying at home for 3 weeks!! =D Just kidding...

Been led to read the book of Ecclesiastes for the past weeks, interesting book...

Can't wait to see what God wants to reveal...maybe Everything is meaningless hahaha...

Well on a side note for all you faithful readers =)

Maybe things just will never work out, maybe not in this life time.

What if God wanted it to be this way? What do you think?

A broken bridge that will never be mended...You'll know what I mean =)

Never mind all that. God still loves you and me the same =)

YAWNS!!! Good night peeps!

Love

I have always been pondering over this...

God so loved the world that He gave His one and only Son so that those who believe in Him shall not perish but have eternal life. - John 3:16

This is a tough one.

I would rather give up my faith and salvation to Heaven than not be able to live out God's two greatest commandments that is to love Him and others as myself.

Cause I believe in love.

What would you do?

Left or Right?

Sometimes, life is just seem so simple.

Sometimes, so hard.

Things like a decision to go left or right?

To eat chinese or western food?

To drink tea or coffee?

To stay or to leave?

Maybe I'll just have to make a choice..

Putting this off for far, far, far too long...

My brother, I really hope you are to talk to me...

There's just no one else to turn to...

For those of you close ones who've been there, thank you from my heart...

Thank you

Muvees

Was just watching good luck chuck...

No wonder the lead actress is so hot, it's JESSICA ALBA hah

"To love someone/something is to be able to let it go"

Is that really true? Maybe it's the world's perception of love,

but somehow I think it does makes sense...

Maybe cause I am starting to let go,

maybe it doesn't really matter at all.

Bella Soares - Chasing Cars

This is a lovely rendition...
Saw her video on my cousin's blog decided to hear...

Nice vid and sound effects =)

Stuck

Here I am.

Day 4 and I am still stuck at home..

Can't do pretty much...

but I'm glad Sparks will be at my place tomorrow...we're gonna do our planning =)

ETA 12 hours

It's countdown 12 hours to my operation.

I know I'll be alone tomorrow till Sat.

Dad ain't free due to work so he's just coming to pick me up on sat,

I don't know how to react to it.

It's feels like my surgery doesn't matter to him but I know I won't believe it.

God, I know I still have You.

I still have friends who care out there.

I know I have.

I'll trust in You.

By Faith

What a simple yet important truth! FAITH!

2 more days and I should not worry, have the faith that my God will bring me through this season!

Met up with Pastor Edmund for dinner today. Wasn't sure of what to expect but God's awesome!

Him and his wife has been such a blessing to me recently and I feel the passion to serve God wholeheartedly!

I'm unsure but I am sure that God will lead me =D

All for Him I live! Only for Him I live!

Healing

Knee op's this friday.

Too soon? I thought so.

Just right? I prayed for.

Too late? God is never.

Oh well, am going under the knife in 3days' time so I'll be MIA for quite a while.

So for those of you who care, do keep me in prayer against complications...

I don't know how I'll be after Friday so yeah...

Anyway some details for you:

Friday will be the operation and I will be staying 1 night in NUH.

Discharging on Saturday morning.

Love Love Love

Today strangely, I would say is about love =D

In youth service, Nic preached about brotherly love and I felt it was so timely a message.

Pray and ask God to bring friends to me and I myself make an effort to befriend others.

But I always asked myself, how far would I go for a friend? Lay down my life?

I suppose today God used the sermon to challenge me, though I thought it was a small favor.

If you, my dear reader, have been following me these years, you would know that I am a person with not many or nil close friends in my life. I meant in my opinion cause I know that there are friends are out there who will lay down their lives for me (I hope! hhaahaha).

But one thing's for sure. Be it whether there are such friends in my life, 

I commit myself to being one like that. 

So if you ever, ever need me to even lay down my life for you.

I'll be there for you my friends out there.

I'll be there. 

Cause I know Jesus my Lord loves me so much,

and I'll choose to love the same way.

Love, love

Having talked to a friend about BGRs and stuff, I've come to realize several points.

Life's really interesting when you take a pause and look back.

God has new things for me this year

She's beautiful!!! Isn't she?

Yes and I believe so.

It seemed like God took while to reveal such stuff to me, but I believe He has His reasons and plans. Lord, things seem so different now as I see it. In every way, strangely it seems different...

Nevertheless, I pray You grant me the faith to trust in You as I take every step of faith everyday.

To live a child in awe of You, thank You God for every, and I mean everything I encountered.

It has been amazing, and I believe more is to come.

I pray for my every friend that You bless them, and teach me to love all of them, especially those I find hard to love.

Jesus, it was because of what You've done that I am standing here today alive and well.

And I thank You =) Cause You're just so sweet and awesome!

Amen

Blessed blessed

I was blessed today.

It was quite unexpected. Invited to dinner with P. Edmund and wife.

A lovely time with them and of cause, with my teriyaki chicken ramen =D

I might have seen a glimpse of what God has prepared for me,

and yes, I will even die for His ministry!!

Amen! Glory be to God =)

Mickey, City Hall and Samsam

Well I took Off today and I'm glad I met up with samsam =)

A nice, decent lunch at a Hongkong cafe..followed by a random time of shooting around city hall

Oh yea, the arts exhibit was nice. See how creative our local young ones can be!

Then it was down to Pen. Hotel and drooling over the lomos and lenses...

We grabbed a drink at the bubble tea shop and I learnt something about samsam today =D

Decided to chill at the open gallery on the 3rd floor. Was nice to just sit down and just relac one corner! haha...

Nevertheless, I enjoyed the outing today..The sharings and the meal..The bubble-tea..The baby dress..The CK Euphoria!!!

Thank God and thank you friend =)

Pray pray and ...pray

Today prayed for several key people...

Though I maybe alone, but I know that I was never alone there.

God, I will hold on and hold onto You.

As quoted from someone somewheree,

When I am faithless, You are faithful

How beautiful is that!

Pray Pray Pray

It's been a long weekend, yet feels so short.

Had Soaking Night with Worship Team - Awesome time with Jesus.

Dinner fellowship with Justin and family plus Joel - Lovely.

Prayer Meeting, just Matt, me and God Himself - WoW.

Fellowship with my brothers(Close buddies) - Crazy wacky time.

I thank God for a eventful weekend despite Swine Flu!

Prayer meeting was just Matt and me. 

We had our joyful moment with Him and interceding and sharing our lives.

Some of the things I shared actually happened on today's service and Matt and I just laughed at it!

Call upon the Name of the Lord and be saved -It was the worship song I sang at prayer meeting. I just feel God is always full of surprises and so mysterious.

Thank God =) 

Headed to ECP today for Baptism. Initially did not intend to but I went in the end.

It was kind of different from past baptisms I attended, don't know exactly why..

Thank the Lord daily and remember Him in all that we do, Amen!

Interestly hmm...

I feel loved when...

The Five Love Languages

My Primary Love Language is Quality Time

My Detailed Results:
Quality Time:	8
Words of Affirmation:	7
Physical Touch:	7
Receiving Gifts:	5
Acts of Service:	3

This is really an interesting test.

But, since I already read the book before,

I doubt my result are accurate.

I am definitely a person towards quality time and physical touch =)

Thanksgiving

It was a tiring, long yet beautiful weekend. 

Thank You God.

Details won't be put here but I want to live my life constantly thanking God for the things He has done for me.

Some thing on the other hand are not so good, but Jesus I have learnt to thank You as well and to put my hope only in You.

I shall look forth ahead and no turning back, 

Jesus is my help in times of need.

Amen.

Passion

Today was AGM after combined service.

Overall, I felt really discouraged by the session.

Since I'm blogging here, I will post my thoughts with utmost frankness.

Point 1 - I agree that times are down and bad and the whole world is going nuts over how to survive another day. But what about us as Christians? Do we need to worry like the world does? Did Jesus not feed the 5000 and even the 4000 on another occasion? If it is not known to anyone, Jesus actually needed more bread and fish to feed the 4000 than the 5000!

So what do I think about the economy and budgetting? 

Yes I agree we need prudence! We need to know how every cent is spent in the church to prevent anyone from falling into temptation by money, BUT let us not be blinded by the constraints of the economy. Let us stop worrying so much about how the economy will affect our church's progress.

You and me serve GOD, not money. So beat it Devil, you shall have no stronghold in our Church in JESUS' NAME!

Point 2 - Want to know how many salvations and attendees for the events, especially for the youth? I would say please look back and if anyone does not remember, it WAS reported that Le Grande had 60 visitors and 6 salvations!

If you are reading my posts and wondering why the over-reacted posts, it's simply because I cannot stand the questions asked during AGM and I was the chairman of Le Grande. 

I feel hurt by the judgemental criticisms/comments/remarks/questions.

Here's my views for whoever is interested:

1 - Tell me any events ever in WRPF history that had 6 salvations during the event itself. I can hardly remember. If you do, please tag me and remind me. I will thank God for that and keep it in my heart.

2 - Tell me is it a rationale to compare dollar for every soul saved? Then can anyone explain why events that costs tens of thousands cannot gain more souls that 1 Le Grande which costed about 3k?

3 - Tell me if I am wrong, that the youths and Young Adults did not put their efforts into the 2 events? I still remembered Le Papillon's organisers in Church the night before, trying to rush out every detail to make sure the event would be presentable. And Le Grande, does anyone know how many people were involved and how much manpower was put into it? 

Seriously I have so much more to blast out here but I refuse to. For the Glory of God and may God have mercy on me, I pray that we are doing our individual best for God and not stand one side criticising what others are doing for God and forgetting what they are really trying to achieve. 

I thought AGM was all about God's House and His business.

Yet today it felt like a circus to me; a joke. 

I hope we did not have any visitors sitting in today, may God forgive us for our ignorance.

Finally to my dear readers, I hope to let you understand that I believe in using every effort to reach out and win souls for God, no matter what the cost! 

And that our lives would show how true our faith is in Christ. No need for evaluation. God sees our hearts and He will know. So why not start living out our lives the way God wants us to!