I gotta live my life like this!

Lord if it is Your will, then let it be so =)

Let me be free to run, to praise You.

In every season, my God is great!

And God is good all the time,

all the time God is good!

The Song of Love

And Lord, I desire to sing the song of Love

All my life, I just want to sing that song

Jesus my Lover, my Savior

I will never know how much You love me

I'm glad I went for songwriting (Shhh).

Today marks the first step of the revolution in my life,

Jesus I will live for You!

To my beloved ones

Dear brothers and sisters,

I am thankful to God for blessing with you in my life.

Of late, I realized I need to start pursuing Him like never before.

I am "ok" and will seek the Lord to be my pillar of strength.

I know He will never leave nor forsake me.

I thank you for your love and concerns and assure you,

that whatever decisions I make or will make, shall be one that is of God's will.

Spiritual Orphan

John 14: 18 says:

I will not leave you as orphans; I willl come to you.

That was Jesus' promise to His disciples that they will never be alone.

I look at the lives of the disciples before Jesus' death.

They knew Jesus personally.

They touched Him.

They talked to Him.

They heard Him.

Yet some doubted Him; some denied Him; some betrayed Him.

Man, as hard as he could try, is as imperfect as ever.

O Lord, indeed only You are worthy, good and faithful.

I pray that in this season, You make Your presence so obvious to me.

Be my comforter and strength, when there is no one else to turn to.

Lord, I thank You for the few people who were here for me when I needed to talk.

But You are the One who has never left nor forsaken me.

As I seek You and run after You, I pray that You'll show me the way.

I will stick to my commitment and not my emotions.

It does not mean that I will be taken for granted.

The place You lead me to, I will go.

The time has come, I shall waste no more of it.

I will go where You send me.

The Radical

Luke 9:23-24 says:

Then he said to them all: "If anyone would come after me, he must deny himself and take up his cross daily and follow me. For whoever wants to save his life will lose it. But whoever loses his life for me will save it."

I've not been going after the things God has wanted me to.

Maybe I've not been going after these with the right heart.

Whatever it is, I want to do what the verse says, deny myself and take up my cross daily and follow Jesus.

Even if it means to make a decision that displeases everyone else.

Dear God, be my source of help.

Selah

Time of rest and stillness to come.

See you soon...

I Surrender All

Marcus will go all the way out for Him, with Him and to Him.

Psalm 23

Today was really physically exhaustive.

Maybe I should reduce it from twice to once?

Maybe I should stop teaching?

Maybe I should stop coming together?

Maybes here. Maybes there.

I choose not to do what I want but what He wants.

God, may I receive Your strengthening and restoration.

To be enabled to do Your will.

Amen.

Psalm 23 again

I believe it was totally God's working.

We had Psalm 23 for our meditation during last night's prayer meeting.

I had the inspiration from a song "The Lord's my Shepherd".

Lo and Behold, at Combined service today the speaker was touching on Psalm 23!!!

And I heard from Matthew that GNK was touching on Psalm 23 as well!!

You may think it's all planned out for,

but I choose to see that God has divinely revealed Himself.

Today's takeaway from service was perception of the World as Christians.

How are you affected by the world today? If you went bankrupt, would you still praise God?

I think I have not gotten over it. 

It seemed to have become worse.

I start to imagine things ahead in the future.

But I shall not, and trust God to make a way for me.

=) Have a blessed week in Christ Jesus!