Wednesday, January 28, 2009

25 Random Things about Me?

Rules: Once you’ve been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 25 random things, facts, habits, or goals about you. At the end, choose 25 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you.

Since most of the people reading this do not know me until I came to WRPF, for your sake I shall tag 25 things that you really don't know about me!

1. I am alone by myself 80% of my whole life (including right now).
2. I always wanted to be a bus-driver/taxi-driver/pilot/policeman/fireman/robber.
3. I am crazy into badminton since young.
4. I used to rent badminton rackets from my classmate just now to play during recess.
5. I owned everyone in my primary school in badminton.
6. I now have 2 spoiled knees after training too hard in badminton.
7. I had my first crush in primary school and told my mum as a secret.
8. She told everyone in the family.
9. I don't trust my mum anymore even till today.
10. I said the Lord's Prayer for 10 years since primary school but never understood what it meant.
11. I once had spaghetti before training and ended up puking everything out as they were.
12. I almost cried during recess in primary school because I forgot to bring money for food.
13. I was caned once before in primary school because I sucked at forging signature.
14. It was the last time I tried to break a rule/law intentionally.
15. I had never interacted with the opposite sex until secondary 2.
16. They are a peculiar group of human which up till today, I don't understand them.
17. I broke up with my first girlfriend. Twice.
18. I can't remember the number of girls I had wooed/dated/been together.
19. Today, I'm single and not ready to change my status.
20. I traveled a lot when I was younger and always demanded a toy from every country I went to.
21. I loved Power Rangers!
22. I am a Lego fanatic when I was younger.
23. I made a mistake few years back and I wished I could turn back time.
24. I pray that God will take the biggest burden in my heart.
25. I will wait. (refer to 19)

Sunday, January 25, 2009

Deal with it...with Love

Maybe they were right.

God is teaching me something through this.

But Lord, I can't handle it =(

I saw that look and I felt condemnation in me...

I know I should only look to You but God, I'm struggling here...

The same old question haunts me once again...



It just made me thought things all over again...

Things may just never be the same again...sigh...

Though I walk through the valley of shadow of death,
I will not fear for you are with me.
Your rod and Your staff, they comfort me.

This is taken from Psalms 23.
I will smile it away.
For now, I will smile it away.
Do not know how long I can hold out like this.

Friday, January 23, 2009

What a blessed man to be

This week has been a blessing. Why?

Firstly, I was walking in camp to work this week, early early in the morning before the Sun even rose.

And a car pulled up and the driver offered me a lift to where i was heading!

And guess what? The driver is a LTC pilot!!!! Can you imagine?! Well I can't!

It got to be God!

Secondly today, I was talking to my sup as we were resting in the office. He asked about our OFF days remaining and I casually said I don't have a single one to use in the first place.

He considered a bit, and told me to take off tomorrow! And consider it welfare off!!!

It's got to be God Himself again!

Well, as Cedric said, with God's presence, even the Kings bow down.

Amen to that! =)

Tuesday, January 20, 2009

Come Holy Spirit

I did not come in to GNK last Sunday and the first thing I heard about it was from Salome saying the Lord moved amongst our kids!!
Compared to Salome, I'm very insensitive, some say even thick skinned (huh!) Didn't ask too much about it and during evaluation, I heard those who went forward cried, were fervent and caught up in the presence of God (I was very surprised that John went forward to be prayed for - he always says that he doesn't like it if people look at him).

The discussion hit my ears, not my heart. Perhaps it was/is the same with many of us, if we're not there or if we're very caught up in something else, we can't 'feel' the passion of those who were present.

That Sunday, Daven and John did not talk about what happened but I know whatever happened went deep because the whole Sunday, (Daven was with us until about 6.45pm) the boys were humming and singing "Hosanna". They were very thoughtful and seemed to be walking on air that whole day (trust me, can tell - Hosanna wasn't sung in quiet little voices but so that the whole neighbourhood knew the Holy Spirit's flavour rested on 2 loud, little boys)

Miriam, Mary, Marcus(John says you taught him to speak in tongues and he keeps mumbling "Hallelujah" under his breathe ALL the time now), GNK Team on duty,
YOU HAVE BEEN USED BY GOD!! YES!!!
He touched where we could not see, children whom we didn't think ready for the Holy Spirit's touch. Jus Loving it!


The above was quoted from a GNK teacher about last Sunday's prayer for Holy Spirit for the children. Indeed, Lord we are blessed by You and to have seen You moved.

God, I am hungry for more of You and I pray that this church will be as well. May we be the church that You want us to be.

In Jesus Name
Amen

Sunday, January 18, 2009

Accounting my life

Today had accountability Group. Enjoyed it a lot. Had a late lunch wif Nic, Alvin and Joel at Kallang.

Then we thought it was too ex to bowl at Kallang, so we headed down to Safra Yishun where we continued our sharing together even before we got our lane. It was really encouraging for me because I want to be accountable to my brothers in Christ.

Bowling to the top wasn't the objective. LKK was pretty surprising even though he started off bad! hahaa...INSIDE JOKE!!

Anyway, God, thank You for this wonderful weekend.

So blessed, I can't contain it!

I'm bursting to share Your blessings!

Sunday, January 11, 2009

Work in Progress

Lord, we are all being moulded always by you.

I thank You for having been so faithful.

And yesterday prayer meeting, Lord it's got to be You.

I pray more to come. More to seek Your face.

God, let us throw off all the excess baggages and run to You.

Jesus our Saviour!

Let's be dripping wet for the Lord!

Amen =)

Wednesday, January 7, 2009

Faith that pleases God

You came,

You spoke,

You showed.

I am convinced God. I will not be the same again. Now here I stand, bow down to Your will, lead me as You please, to the place where I belong in You.

I want to stand, to stand up for my faith in You.
I want to run, to run into your arms.
I want to shout, to shout it out so the world knows,
that You Jesus, You are my Lord.

Love You Lord, indescribable love of Yours. The kind of way that You speak to me. After today's sharing at dinner, I am free. I know I have hope in You God. I know that no matter what happens, it always happens according to Your plans for Your children.

Cause me to change. To be the child that pleases You. Who brings a smile to Your face.
Cause me to love. To accept people for who they are. To realize that I am the one You want to mould.
Cause me to understand. To appreciate those around me, to love them like that is no tomorrow. The kind of love that You gave.

God, life is really wonderful, beautiful. Change me to be that beautiful one presented to the unsaved, to make You known through my life.

In the dark times, cause me to see that shining flame that never goes out even in complete darkness. To be still and know that You are God.

In Jesus' most precious name,
Amen.

Sunday, January 4, 2009

Spend all with God...my time

God, I want to spend all my life with You.

Nope, no one is worth my time more than You.

Teach me to be like You,

Show me how to be like You,

Guide me to be like You,

Break me, mould me, use me, lead me, guide me.

Lord, wherever I may be going,

lead me to where You want me to be.

Amen.

Friday, January 2, 2009

Resolution for 2009?

My only prayer for 2009,

that our lives will not be about ourselves or with this and that;

but that our lives will be about the will of Heavenly Father.


On another note,

Whatever is to happen,

O Lord I ask You to lead me by the hand,

to the place where You want me to be.

In Jesus Name, I invite You to restore my faith once again,

the pursue of Your heart with all my might,

the need for Your love and grace all over again,

I want to fall in love with You again Jesus.

Amen.

Thursday, January 1, 2009

Happy 2009

Why does people wish one another happy 2009? Is it really have to be happy or joyful?

Anyway my verse for 2008 was Lam. 3:26..

Verse for 2009, Am sill praying about it...hope to get an answer soon!

Anyway, been really excited about things happening in Church recently.

God, I'm expecting something really big to come up!