Frustrations

Oh Boy, Christmas is over...

New year's approaching...

The vicious work year is repeating itself...

Just realised I have not prayed about a new year's Verse...

My previous verse I guess spoke strongly for itself...

To wait patiently and quietly...

Anyway, to MR S. A. Tan, I got bad news for you!

The next time you try to confuse/upset/frustrate me about that "issue",

I'm just gonna smile it off =)

Cause God is good, all the time!

So you can stay out of my sight!

God bless guys!

Your smile

One of the things that brightens up my day,

is to see you smile =)

Things have been refreshingly surprising these few days.

I'm caught off guard again.

Christmas in 3 days time.

I ain't a single bit hyped about it.

Le Grande in 2 days time.

When all this is over, I'm going into hibernation..


The Word of God cannot change lives.
Applying the Word of God changes lives.


If only I could turn back time, I would never have to face this cold wall..

God, be my hope and strength to carry me through each new day.

Jesus is my refuge and shelter.

Holy Spirit be my guide and counselor.

Amen.

Jesus my Savior

It's 3am in the morning right now.

I can't fall asleep :(

Le Grande in 3 days time...

Things are so unsettled, including myself...

I was so near to you;

We were just next to each other;

I never dared to inch nearer;

But I am sure it's not forever;

Someday we might be together;

If it is in His favor;

Let my plans follow my Savior.

Jesus, I now see reason for all that happened all this time.

You opened my eyes to the things I cannot see on my own.

Jesus, Your Love lasts forever =)

Peace out people!

P.S. - YA celebration was awesome! Pictures Pictures!!

Christmas 2008

Firstly, God. Thank You for what You've done today.

Seriously, there was no one to turn to and no other help but You.

God, I pray that You continue to be my fortress, my shield.

Somethings still hurts me on the inside really bad.

Christmas 08. Le Grande 08.

People, how badly do you want to see your friends saved?

My last Christmas? O Lord You lead me.

Lead me to the place that You want me to be.

Salt Shaker

I believe this prophetic camp name was not by chance...

God has worked and change has begun

People set free,

Lives being changed...

All I can say,

God is good, all the time =)

Saltshaker 08 - AWESOME!

Vietnam

Currently blogging from Vietnam...

I'm a millionaire in Vietnam hahaha! Just kidding...

But seriously, it's been a fun time with Joel, Donnie and Mel...

Cracking lame jokes, grasping the culture and language here...

Not forgetting, HOW TO EAT VIETNAMESE "FUR"

haha...Shopped today at local market...

Stay tuned for more =)

Can't wait for the Chee family to arrive on Wednesday!

*Grinz*

Pressing on

Feeling up and feeling down this week...

But I know every time I can turn back to God and find joy in Him. Why?

Because He is my joy and I know my life is full in Him, Jesus Christ.

Been sneaking around blogs these days, trying to find out how my friends are.

Some are good, some not so good at this point.

But you know? Jesus is always here with you and me =)

For all my friends out there, I may be silent around you. But I want you to know,

I am praying for you my friend. Because the love of Christ is just so great!

"UNCONDITIONAL"

That is what I've learnt.

Have a blessed day people..oh..in Christ!

Birthday birthday

Came home today super early from Church...Unlike of me haha!

Anyway, I was pondering last night questioning myself like why am I so tired out and burdened serving in Church...

Why?...

On a happier note, I received a wallet as a gift from mum's friend.

What a God-sent gift when I told God that I will not spend the money to buy a new one and use my old wallet! Amen, God knows your every true need!

Oh, and thanks Nic for the book! I hope it will be of help in camp haha

My 21st birthday was done with!

Photos will speak a thousand words.
Enough said.
Dinner with family @ New York New York, Mum not present.
Gifts received: A Pro-Trek watch, 2 red packets and a song book!




The second celebration.
This was 3am in the morning by the way.
People: Matthew, Zhi Kai, Rafael, Po Kiat.

21 years on Earth

Happy 21st Birthday to myself :D

Meantime, some people been asking me why I have no plans for my 21st birthday...

Well, first of all, I had no intention to celebrate it as usual every year...

I do not see a significance in 21st birthdays...maybe referring to myself...

Friends are busy with exams that are coming up for them...

Lord, this 21st Birthday has no meaning without You in it...

Thank You Lord, Amen!

Come and Go?

Looking back at the events we had in KFC over the years...

Where have our guests gone to?

Where have the friends you invited gone to?

This Christmas, I pray that God will do something special...

Lord, teach your children and enable them...

Lord, this is my prayer...

That your Kingdom come and Your name glorified.

Amen.

21st Birthday? A party? A chalet?

21st birthday is just around the corner for me...

Sometimes I don't look forward to this day...why?

I looked back when I first started out my faith in Serangoon Cell.

When I learnt to jot down my prayers, I remembered one of the prayers I made was to see my parents accepting Christ before I turn 21. And now, my 21st Birthday is here and somehow, I don't see the possiblilty of them accepting Jesus yet. So much for my faith!

That was in Jan 2005, the time I first stepped into Serangoon Cell to be greeted by warm smiles and cheerful greetings. People were caring and geniune. My very 2 closest friends or sponsors were Constance and Ethel. They were the ones who gave me the attention I needed and guided me and helped me, especially in the guitar playing part.

I am always amazed at how God's perfect timing is. If I never agreed to go Sgoon Cell that friday, I would probably never had grown my faith in God. Serious, look for me to know more and why.

Now back to my 21st birthday and 3years plus have gone by, ups and downs have gone by...

People have come and gone as well...

But I know in my heart, that the friends I made these years, every SINGLE one of YOU matter to me...

There are some who I've grown really close with, some not so...

But all of you out there from WRPF, I cherish you individually...

If there is anything I can do for you, let it be my 21st Birthday wish!

Meantime, I might just spend my 21st Birthday in Solace, in quietness...

God I look to You! :D

Knowing that You are near!

Oh and I had a early birthday treat from Elaine and Evelyn today! Together with Pastor Mary and Joshua. Pastor Mary's birthday is coming too!

Really nice of them to give me a treat, since I'm not very close to them but here's a shoutout to you 2!! THANK YOU!!! It has just sweetened my 21st Birthday memories!

Here's some photos I took at NYNY lunch =)
The last photo is a bird that flew into the restaurant! At citylink??!

He is Jesus, Jesus Christ!

Caught Quantum in Solace with a friend tonight...

Didn't had much expectations for this since Casino Royale was a flop...

Turns out to be a surprise for me...

The action-packed start was packed with shoot-outs at high speeds on one of the tracks in a racing game that I recalled...It was in Italy...

Anyway, we all know James Bond (unless you don't own a TV or watch movies)...

The man who seems to never die, (like Max Payne), easily takes out 3 agents in a lift(with his hands cuffed!!)

The man who can take out 2 speed boats firing mp5s at him and he did not even have a pistol...

The man who flew a clumsy old cargo plane against a spitfire and yet took it out, with his engine's burning black smoke!!

The man who could avoid scores of special agents and forces on the hunt for him...

He is da man! James Bond, commonly known as 007...


Some food for thought after the movie:

Bond was always misunderstood even though he never once strayed from his mission or objectives.

Jesus, while on earth, went through the same kind of trials...

Bond was always able to overcome situations with wits and quick-thinking and a mindset to make Every bullet count.

Jesus, on the other hand, had the wisdom of the God most high and spoke in parables that the teachers of the Law could not understand. He never had to flee but chose to heed the will of His heavenly Father.

Bond was able to take out 3 of his colleagues in a lift while he was handcuffed, how cool is that!!

Jesus, on the other hand, paid the price for the sins of the entire world, with His hands and feet nailed on the wooden cross. He who never once sinned against His heavenly Father, chose to take our sins upon Himself and died so that you and me can live today. Think about that?

I'll leave you with these to munch on, hope you can see for yourself how much Jesus loves you and how awesome He is. So much that James Bond would be a bad comparison to our God most High!

Amen.

Jesus is the reason

Circumstances affect me, but nevertheless, I will not be moved.

God I believe You have the best.

And I will choose to wait on You.

All I desire is forgiveness; reconciliation.

Lord, I must look to You.

What is Love?

Love to me is unconditional giving without any expectation to receive.

Love is the power to write off hate.

Love is the power to bring hope to life.

Because Jesus is love, He has brought hope into my life.

Dear God, as much as it hurts me to be in this situation, I will look to You for strength and comfort. Till the day I am freed from burdens and troubles, I will hold on to You. I will run this race, fight this fight and keep my faith in You. Amen.

Take me to the place

Dear God, I pray you'll take me to the place.

The place where I can find You.

I halt in my steps.

I know You're calling out to me.

You are calling out to me in silence.

God, I'm coming back...

I'm coming back to You

=) God is good, God is great. GG! God's grace upon you ;)

God will take care of You My Dear Friend

May your heart find peace and comfort in the knowledge that you are never alone. God is your stronghold, and with Him as your guide, you need never be afraid. Cast all your cares on Him and believe.

Praying and interceding for you,

Jesus loves.

Amen

Dear Friend

I will be praying for you my dear friend.

I will be fasting for you my dear friend.

Lord, I call upon You.

Jesus because You are Love.

Because You are Life.

God, I pray you will move Your mighty hands.

Always trusting in You.

Amen.

Coming out stronger in Him

Lord, take me through the fire,

Take me through the flames.

You were always there, even in the furnace,

You were there right beside me.

Teach me to trust in You,

and let me not bow down to other Gods.

Because it is You,

That I live for.

Attack(s)

Been on a recent surge of attacks spiritually...

Things have been going down by the days...

One after another, I found it harder to thank God by the days...

The overwhelming darkness blinded me from seeing His faithfulness...

For those of you who stood by me and showered your concerns, my gratitude goes out to you and I'll never forget your treasured friendship with me...

For those of you who are still trying to understand what I went through, I'll try to be there whenever you need me to be, I am just a call/sms/email away...

God is the solution, God be my solution...

Times are tough, I'll press on...

This and that, bombarding my mind every single day...

I want to love her, I want to just be friends, I just want to be at peace...

I want to live like Christ, I want to be a light...

Jesus, be my source

Open up our eyes

As another week zooms past, I'm assessing myself on how my walk with God has been.

Personal evaluation? Terrible...Why? Many reasons, too many.

God, won't you open our eyes to see the things unseen?

and yes, to show us how to love like You love us.

Call myself a child of God and yet do not love? Heh, what a hypocrite.

Call myself a follower of Christ and yet ashamed of the gospel? Why like that?

Claim to give God our heart, our desire to honour Him? Have we?

O Lord, we love you so much? How much is our so much?

Personal reflections?

Damned all of us from the time Man sinned. Sure we were heading straight for Hell. Aloha Lucifer!

NO! Remember your Creator. Remember your personal Savior! Jesus Christ is and should be the only reason for you and me to live.

Throw all that other desires and wishes out of the window because they would not have come into the picture if you and I were saved by Grace.

Have you thanked God today?

Mentoring

Had my first mentoring session with a brother today.

Initially was worried and pondering over what I could share with him over a cup of coffee. I guess God works in mysterious wonders and we'll sometimes never know how.

Finding out more about each other a little, we ended up chatting for hours over issues such as the recent NCC debate, church and truth in the bible.

I must say, it was really a fruitful session for me as I learnt much about my dear brother in Christ and also, better understanding of the Word of God.

We shared many common thoughts and ideas and concerns. It was a wonderful time of fellowship and I really look forward to the next session with him.

And yes, I pray that the focus of Jesus Christ will find its way back to our hearts!

Jesus loves me this I know, for the bible tells me so.

Do you know?

God bless!

Evermore of His Grace?

It has been an interesting week. And yes, a lot of day offs as well...

Monday was a celebration of instructors' Day in camp,
Tues a halfday at work,
Wed had guard duty but it was really really smooth and chill-out,
Thu had another halfday at work and
Fri was the best, no need to go to camp the entire day! platoon cohesion!

What more can I say other than the abundance of God's grace!

It truely is an amazing journey in life as one chooses to live by God's Grace.

Yes, we talk about repentance and fear of God but do you know all that comes about by God's grace? and that fear of God means to worship Him in gratitude?

I hope my bro-in-Christ doesn't mind me but do take a look at his post - www.xanga.com/bloggersoh

I assure you that your perspective as a child of God will change after you read his posts...

God loves, He doesn't wish to inflict pain on you! He loves you! Don't believe me? Go read John 3:16, God so LOVED the world...

Yes, indeed nowadays though trials and temptations may come, but gradually I'm beginning to see God's grace more and more clearly in my life. So much that I will choose not to sin against my Abba Father and that I'm sure, is what the Bible meant that where sin abounds, His grace abounds much more!

God's given grace is to help us choose not to sin anymore, not to say that oh, Christians ah? can continue to sin...

God has made a way out for us who were once damned! So today, which way would you choose? Who will you submit the Lordship of your life to?

Jesus loves you this I know, for the bible tells us so!

God bless all you folks! Remember His grace is sufficient for us! Amen!

God is good all the time, all the time God is good!

The ultimate Grace

Grace of God, what does that exactly mean to you?

Jesus paid the price, what value does it have?

GOD so LOVED the WORLD that He GAVE His ONE and ONLY SON that those who BELIEVE in HIM will NOT PERISH but have ETERNAL LIFE.

What does that mean to you?

Will you start living your life today in victory that is in Christ?

http://www.xanga.com/bloggersoh is a wonderful brother's posts which never fails to portray the true love of God and His grace. I hope it will bless you!

Pastor Mike from Planet Shakers

Admist the hot topic on Mike from Planet Shakers and all that grilling on him, here is my piece/thoughts I want to share:

Who has never lied? Who has not sinned?

I am certain people are hurt because of this.

Personally, I am not going to pass a judgement on Mike because God says love even your enemies...

Let God judge every one of us according to His standards and let us not pass judgements or comments anymore as children of God.

The world is deceptive and the story is media-reported, so if it is true, to what extent?

Do YOU know the full story behind it?Who would know?

I hope this helps

Times of Revival

Much to say but time again, restricts me from doing so.

Revival, not just about the world but also, seems to be about myself too.

For a really long time, I've been brooding over and hounded by affairs of the heart. And yes, I have been bothered by it. But recently, I'm able to share my struggles with brothers in Christ and finding solace and assurance that God's love is more than just a girl I deem perfect for me.

Revival in me? I'm kind of in a mindset to push for evangelism right now. With so
many events and signs on revival and harvesting, I can't deny that the Lord is indeed telling the Church of Singapore something.

I thank God I have not fallen away or chose to do what I saw as the right choice. His ways are higher and definitely, not what we can imagine.

God is mysterious but good. The way He does things is unlike the world.

The blessings in camp - The lift home, the day offs, the easy life.
The blessings in cell - More guests, Bible study
The blessings in church - Friends, co-workers in Christ

There are really much to thank God for and to rejoice, yet why hold back on spreading it?

Something to ponder. Life is short, what are you doing with it?

God bless,
In His Love

Fast and Pray

Was reading Acts 1 today. And I was reminded how the people in Acts fasted for 40 days for the outpouring of the Holy Spirit!

We gonna start a 40 day fast for the youth ministry. Thank God really for the like-minded brothers who wants to see God do His great work and transformation in WRPF youths.

Pray; Fast; Pray; Fast...

Lord, Break our hearts for what break Yours.

Jesus

He is the reason that I live.

He should be the reason that I live.

He's got to be the reason that I live.

Jesus, I want to live for You.

I want to, cause I know it's what you want for me.

I love God!

How about you?

Salvation is here

Went to join YWAM on the streets again. Back at Ngee Ann City. I was mistaken, 3 were saved yesterday instead of 2. And 1 more today! How great is that!

Do keep the team in prayer as they go forth and to many other nations to preach the gospel to the unreached! Amen!

Btw, tml, we'll be at skate park so do drop by!

Sending Out Missionaries

YWAM is in Church Youth Service today. Initially wasn't very enthu about everything today. Suddent attack I guess? But after lunch at PS, some of us headed back to church where YWAM peeps from Pittsburgh were practising their dance moves for tonight. I just felt the tugging to go with the team all the way, and I'm glad I did.

So the team headed for lunch at 6 at nearby coffeeshop, too bad could have brought them to better places. Left at 7 for Orchard where the team is sharing on the streets. It's really cool, in the middle of Orchard and right smack in front of TAKA!

So they laid out their props and began the dance and drama section, despite knowing it's illegal in Singapore but these guys have big faith in our Big God! Then after they went around talking and sharing Christ with people, in the most gentlest way I've known. And as far as I know, 2 were saved tonight! Hallelujah!

So anyway, the team retired back at 10 and I left subsequently. But deep inside me, I know for the next few nights that these youths are in town, I am so going to join them! For the Glory of our God! To make His Name known throughout the Nations! Amen.

New Blog

Testing out new blogskin -

Check it out :)

www.bestillinthepresenceofthelord.blogspot.com

Facts of Faith

Celebrate the lavish gift of grace. You were saved because Jesus is crazy about you and wants you to be with him in heaven. Revel in it!

· Show your faith. Wedding rings don’t make you married, but they say “Yes” in a visible way. In the same way, baptism isn’t the thing that will get you into heaven but it’s an act of obedience. (Jesus commanded us to baptize and be baptized.)

· Share your faith with the people around you. If you are excited about what God has done in your life, then why not share it? There are lots of ways to do that. Get plugged into serving God. There are literally millions of possibilities. Point people to Jesus and love them like Jesus did. It’ll be something you will relish for eternity.

Hope this will bless whoever is reading =)

Grow grow grow

Just like the formula for babies to drink GROW GROW GROW, we all need the right and moderate amount of vitamins and minerals to grow healthily. That is of course excluding the experiences we all go through individually in our lives.

But what is most important to a growing baby is the need for milk.

My question is, are we having the right source of food in our spiritual lives?
Are we looking at the right source?

I believe a revival is coming and nearing soon. A lot of the youth leaders are believing and banking on that. We can only trust God and obey.

God we really don't want to miss this wave. Help us to see, hear and obey your very words spoken to us. In Christ name we ask, amen.

Go to Hell

Do you love Jesus so much and truly follow Him that you will obey Him even if He sents you to Hell?

Paul Washer - The True Gospel

Do take some time to hear this message.
Meeting human needs VS knowing our sins
Wanting to go to Heaven VS Condemned by Sin

Reflective points in this sermon.

A New Beginning

This week was my first week in a new unit.

Pretty alright, still trying to adjust to the new culture as below,

-Please walk if you think you can't run anymore
-Doing 20 pushups for punishments
-E-learning at Comp labs become net surfing sessions
-Tea breaks and afternoon breaks became a must
-1 hour 20 mins of lunch time
-No water parade
-EXCUSED RUNNING TILL SEPTEMBER

I still can accept some of the changes but it's really different now.
In the past:

-You try walking?and see what happens(usually has timing and further distance)
-Doing 50 DIAMOND pushups for punishments(usually will be mutiplier of 50s)
-Don't even get to see a computer lab
-Toilet breaks, no teabreaks, are a must(usually given only 5 mins)
-Lunch time can be sometimes only 10mins
-Water parade, drink like fish in the water; want to vomit already
-Excused running? Then walk, cannot do anything...

It's really a different culture being in a combat unit and one of Singapore's toughest unit. Yet, moving on to a combat service support unit and one of Singapore's slackest unit (Almost all the trainees have medical conditions).


Another thing this week, I've hurt a bro in the process of remarking. I won't be ashamed to post this and some of you might have guessed it.

Dude, I'm really sorry and glad you are able to understand where I'm coming from.

The power of the tongue that can give life or death. How true, isn't it?

Anyway, weekends are finally here. Crazy, crazy. Here's a glimpse for you:

FRIDAY
-Young adult cell from 8pm to 10pm.Reached home at 1230am.

SATURDAY
0900h - Guitar lesson
1200h - Worship Practice
1700h - Visit Heart of God
2000h - Prayer meeting
2200h - Overnight Worship Jam

SUNDAY
0930h - Youth Ministry meeting
1000h - Youth cell
1200h - Youth Empower Service

As you can see, that is my weekend this week. My point in listing all this, how many of these activities are actually what God wants me to commit? Sometimes, I find myself agreeing to everything that comes my way. It shifts from focused to ineffective ministry.

Also, there is no will of God. God has a purpose and plan for everyone. I'm not even sure if all of the above are part of it for me.

So for you and me, I hope we will bear in mind, it is not how much we do that will justify our faith. It is our heart in serving that will reflect how grateful we are for Jesus Christ to be our Lord and Salvation. The true believer will renew himself daily in the grace of Lord Jesus Christ, confessing and cleansing himself of all sins in the blood of Jesus Christ and repent, knowing that God, the God of love will forgive our transgressions for Jesus has covereed our sins with His Blood.

Passage to relate: Exodus 25:10-22

Well God bless all =)

Examine our Faith

Hello, I am back.

Many happenings these weeks.

-Posting out of NDU to another camp
-Transferring of Fri Cell
-Trying to reach out to my friend
-A Discussion at Old Airport Road Market
-A Close friend's 21st Birthday party that involves mainly boozing and singing, thank God I didn't join in
-A mother who thinks she's mistreated worse than a maid
-Youths seeming to enjoy Praising and Worshipping, just that it happens only after service
-Love invading the air around me, people falling in love (Oh yes, and perhaps, falling away from God as well)
-Perceptions of my bros and sis in Christ that have changed over time in this world, certain things have become a norm and okay to them
-Giving up something so precious to God because I must let it go


Being in this world for our lives as seem to dissolve the absolute Christian values taught by the Bible. For example, no offences,
"It is okay to let the guys oogle and look at hotties/pretty girls once in a while"

What does God say?
Proverbs 31:30 (Amplified) - Charm and grace are deceptive, and beauty is vain [because it is not lasting], but a woman who reverently and worshipfully fears the Lord, she shall be praised!
Matthew 5:28 (Amplified) - But I say to you that everyone who so much as looks at a woman with evil desire for her has already committed adultery with her in his heart.

It is such a small thing such as looking at a woman but do you know? God is watching. How you react and think when you look. The Lord knows it all. Are you going to say "it's okay lah, look only what! That's what God created woman for?"


Are you thinking this way? if you are, please remember. The highway to sin and death begins when you entertain the lies of the Devil, the Prince of lies. He will tell you it's okay to ogle, it's okay to think and fantasize.

But remember the man after God's heart, King David, who fell to sin when he saw Bathsheba bathing. Sin can enter into the very lives of our own. Are we constantly on the lookout for signs of lies that the Devil puts into our minds?

Something for you to ponder through this week, and I pray that God will speak/reveal to you. God bless and God reign as you go through your individual lives this week!

Unveiling the Glory of God

Just came home from Church camp 08. Though it's not as rockingly fun as 06. However, it was one I drew deep deep lessons and encouragements from God to carry me on His work in my life.

That I say I only want to glorify His name in my life.

Will be back with more updates.

God bless ya!

Unforgiving

Why must things turn out like this again...

She just closed me in, I'm left with no choice.

It's suffer or leave.

Do I really have to leave?

God, You're my Maker, why won't you say something?

God, You're the Lord of my life, why won't you speak to me?

My soul is downcast, I beat my chest because I can't get out of this entanglement.

I can't focus on You because of her, not that I don't love her anymore.

Holiness

God is absolute.

No compromise in His holiness.

I've learnt to abide in You Jesus.

Amen.

Church camp 08!

Stay or go

O Lord, GOd, I feel really far from you.

I feel an oppression in me everytime I want to pray for the church.

I feel a sense of hate everytime I want to love.

God, I love WRPF. I love SGCell.

But why is she doing this to me?

Why are things like this?

Do you hope to see me go away?

God, won't you tell me something?

Or should I just wait?

God....

God...

I will never walk away from you and your church...

I was wrong

I was lost

But now am found

Pray Pray and Pray somemore

had prayer overnight yesterday in church

People came: Lionel,Matthew,Khai Hong, Sharon Lee, Samantha Leo, Sarah

Thank God for His providence and the people

We had a marvelous time in God's presence..

Honestly I was not very prepared for this, I told God all we wanted is revival

Today had combined service...

I truly believe He heard our cries...

Lord, help us to simply live for You! I love You Lord

Pray Pray Pray

Gonna have our first overnight prayer this coming sat...

Want to trust God to lead His people...

We are hungry for a revival, for God...

And yes, we admit we are not up to His standards...

We shall see...

=)

MTV

Thought about this while jogging just now, we've all watched MTV least once in our lifetimes and there's so much interest in one's life, especially our favourite artists...

Food for Thought

God's interested in your life. How would your life be on MTV?

I'm back

I'm back =)

Had a whole week of conferences and word.

It has been really great time listening to God.

Praying for more empowerment in my life.

I throw my life on You Jesus.

I love you

Should I stay or should I go

I did a bizzare thing today during service.

God I need You.

You know what I've said.

I pray Your will be done.

Praise God today Shaojie's baptised! haha

For God?

Chanced upon an email to link me to Godtube.com

Had reservations but it is authentic...Check it out

http://www.godtube.com/view_video.php?viewkey=03601ac051178920acd3&action=add2profile

"A Man's imagination is his only limitation to his faith"

-Sudden thought by Yours Truly

Your problem is not your problem

I managed to spend at least 5 hours with God today, thank God for the change...hope it'll be 8hours a day.

Several points to note today:

-Problems only hamper our plans temporary. It is ourselves who cause our plans to come to a halt permanently.

-We live in the power of Christ today and He has set us free. From the laws of Moses. From the accusations of the Evil One. From the judgement of the Creator. Why? Because God loves us so much...Are you living in Christ today?

-I realized I've been walking in condemnation over that matter for far too long...I chose to live in self-pity and think of the negative.

Yesterday after lunch with the adults at Funan, I was invited by Mark to go for New Creation Service with Aunt Aileen and Aunt Grace. I must say, God had a purpose for me to say yes and go despite my time constraints and tiredness.

I went with hesitation and sceptical about the service...It was only when the worship and word began, I felt so sorry for myself. The anointing at New Creation is so strong, they walk with so much confidence only in the Lord, not in Man.

Thank God for so much blessings in my life, have you counted yours?

Gal. 2:20 - I have been crucified with Christ and I no longer live, but Christ lives in me. The life I live in the body, I live by faith in the Son of God, who loved me and gave Himself for me.

Who am I?

I know we got to live in God today...

I just can't move away from a life in condemnation...

Please pray for me...

Please...

Random

"And now she's gone, I await patiently"

God is good, all the time. Challenge your faith today, put it in God and see if the returns are good?

Trust me, you won't regret it. =)

Faith puts a demand on God's anointing

And amen to that! God is faithful and loving. Led worship in youth ministry today, was full of God's presence and Aunt Shanti spoke in the power of the Holy Spirit on Jesus and the Cross. Many and I mean many, youths were convicted and rededicated themselves to Jesus during altar call.

There is power in prayer. We believe. Praying last night was definitely helpful and thank God for being so gracious and merciful. We're gonna endure in this prayer ministry and the Devil is going to be beaten as we get down on our knees and come back to the Lord in the most high.

Lord, there is unlimited power in Your spirit. I pray that You move in our midst as we dedicate to You our lives. I pray and break any attempts of the evil one to come in between You and us in the name of Christ. You are the One, Hallejulah!

Heart of Worship

Lord, if I've hurt anyone today, forgive me Father. I pray for lips of love and grace, words that give life to others around me. Father, I pray for anointing of Your power in my life to impact others. I pray for Your love to spread like fire throughout the Nations.



Lord, Your will be done.

Psalms 103:1-5

That's the verse Pastor Steven Teo gave from the Lord today in Youth Empowering Service. Yes, I believe the Lord is near and He hears. Amen to that.

He's always been speaking to me every single time I come before Him. Thank You Father.

Nice to see Pastor Steven drop by and give a message. Committment is the greatest aspect of life...What are you committed today?

The Lord is good and taste and see that He is truly the One for you and me.
The Lord loves you and me. Do you?
In Jesus Name, I thank You Father for everything in my life.
Amen.

Knee op

Thank God all went well for the op. Painful though when I walk but all in all, give thanks :)

Need clutches too heh...

41 days mc (not bad huh)

Things to do during my mc?
Comp games?
Books?
Nah, i wanto devote 50% of my day time to worship n QT. God, help me to fulfil this that I can draw nearer to You. Amen!

God-glorification

Lesson learnt today...Talents and God-glorifying.


Something happened just now, hit me really hard. Am I thinking too much?

Lord, why?

The Healing Touch

Before I begin blogging, I think I must apologize to someone. I've been having too many negative thoughts of life, been feeling really lonely and far from everyone, though I'm sort of free from NS liability for the next few weeks.

Sorry God.

Many things has happened so much since my enlistment. Coming close to 7 months, I noticed how God has worked in my life. What have I done in return? He has spoken so many times and so much prophecies, am I holding onto His words and standing on His promises?

Today is the 8th March. In 2 more days, I will be wheeled into an operating theatre to do up my right knee. Long time meniscus problem for 6 years, finally I'm getting it done up. Doc's going to drill 2 holes on my knee and remove probably a good 20% of my mensicus, no side effects for the operation. Yet, this is my prayer, that the Lord of healing and goodness will bring me through this time. Is this the "heart of a lion" that the Lord wants me to have?

Mr. Mas has escaped from his cosy nest in Singapore and has chosen to reside probably in a forested area. His runaway has certainly brought about much chatterings and questions. How did he do it?

Food prices soaring sky high over the past few months. Maybe in the future, we can only afford to eat bread, without flour? Did anyone ever recall Left behind and linked it to this food-scarcity issue? Is it the time that Jesus is coming back? Are we waiting for His glorious return? Are we ready?

I hope this 2008, I can truly let her go and concentrate on what God wants me to accomplish. I believe that He knows what I desires and He has the best, which He always gives. I have no worries in my life cause I know I have a good God. I know in my heart she's still the one, but it just isn't time yet, it just isn't the time. I pray and trust that the Lord in His perfect timing, will do great wonders for His children.

All in all, the Lord is good. Have you tasted the goodness of the Lord?

Bowing down to God's will

Have you been in a situation where God requires you to listen to Him and do according to His will?

Well, I pray that we all do and listen to Him, because He has only the best for you and me!

Things happening since my last update:

-Have been blessed in NDU leader's course, nice friends and instructors
-God speaking to me so clearly even in camp
-Went for further medical review recently and through this week, God is probably telling me He's going to pull me out of my diving training (which starts on Monday btw). I find myself struggling to follow His will for me as I began to accept the fact I'm in NDU. Yet, God seems to be pulling me out of the course at the moment when I am halfway through the race. I don't know why but I want to believe He has His reasons.

Last Sunday's service was anointing. Speakers from the Healing Room from COOS gave prophecies even before the sermon. I had mine and I thank God, He listens and He answers. Among the words spoken, me having a "heart of a lion". I left it as it is and this week while in camp, I came across a video line as I entered the room:

-Heart of a lion
-Skin of a rhino
-Soul of an angel

God indeed is trying to tell me something. What is it? I can only seek to know.

And in SGcell last night, my takeaway: Do I love Him? Or am I just a routine Christian? Is that personal relationship with my Lord and Saviour alive?

Lord, I pray You forgive me for my transgressions and foolishness. I pray that through Your Holy Spirit, feel our hearts with love and wisdom that we live in fear and reverence and love for You and fullest for the glory of Your name. Amen.

Chinese New Year

It's Chinese New Year Eve, gonna do a quick update as demanded..heh

Though been going back to camp and stuff can be quite boring and diving phase is coming after Chinese New Year, I get to see God's goodness. Such as a day off yesterday out of the blue and I say I am truly blessed in God's eyes. If you ever feel God is not seeing your needs, think again...Ask and believe...He is there...

Some interesting highlights on Sunday back in church...message that speaks to me totally...Delays happen in our lives because God has something bigger and better in His mind for us...and Uncle Mark sharing with me on some issues...hmmm

God, what are You trying to say?

That's all...Oh I passed my DRIVING TEST on Friday =)

Thank God and also, my newborn niece is born at 3pm yesterday. Her name is Rachel.

God bless everyone with a happy Chinese New Year!

HELLWEEK

It's finally over...Thank God it's over and felt like Heaven's week.



More details, come to me :)

Hellweeker 13-17 Jan 08

Oh well..1 more day to go..actually to think of it now, it's only 5 days and I now realised God is all along there beside me to help me...

Thank You God

for the many verses You gave me
for the many friends who encouraged me
for the prophecy You spoke through Your people
for the Friday bookouts You always gave
for the grace for me every week
for the strength for training everyday

I am going to go through this hellweek as heavenweek cause I know I have You, God with me throughout this time.

It won't be easy but least I know You will bring me through.
In Jesus Name,
Amen.

Hell Day

Hi just came back from 24hour Hell Day Training...feeling really sleepy at the moment...it was probably the craziest day of my life..You have to undergo it yourself to experience it!

Nothing much to say...my faith's just tumbling down as challenges pile up...someone help?

2008

Hello 2008! It's a brand new year, not quite sure if it would be happy but I pray that I will walk in faith through 2008.

Things that I want to achieve in 2008:
-Pass Driving Test and bless others
-Get into OCS and RSAF Pilot Selection
-More Salvation

For SGcell in 2008:
-Cell to multiply

I've made a covenant with God. I told Him I can't carry on like this anymore for 2008. I begged Him to make a way out for me yet am reminded of His words, "Wait upon me" .

It is so much hurt and putting me in a dilemma through 2007. For those of you who probably know what I'm talking about...yes...It's bothering me. I will find it hard to share to certain people about this so please understand me, thanks!

Satan been telling me so much lies and tempting me to do this and that. God, that is not Your voice! I will stay firm on where I am and move strong in what I do.

"I choose to be holy,
set apart for You My Master,
Ready to do Your will"

And that is my prayer for 2008. Lord, I can only look to You in faith for refuge.