Stay or go

O Lord, GOd, I feel really far from you.

I feel an oppression in me everytime I want to pray for the church.

I feel a sense of hate everytime I want to love.

God, I love WRPF. I love SGCell.

But why is she doing this to me?

Why are things like this?

Do you hope to see me go away?

God, won't you tell me something?

Or should I just wait?

God....

God...

I will never walk away from you and your church...

I was wrong

I was lost

But now am found

Pray Pray and Pray somemore

had prayer overnight yesterday in church

People came: Lionel,Matthew,Khai Hong, Sharon Lee, Samantha Leo, Sarah

Thank God for His providence and the people

We had a marvelous time in God's presence..

Honestly I was not very prepared for this, I told God all we wanted is revival

Today had combined service...

I truly believe He heard our cries...

Lord, help us to simply live for You! I love You Lord

Pray Pray Pray

Gonna have our first overnight prayer this coming sat...

Want to trust God to lead His people...

We are hungry for a revival, for God...

And yes, we admit we are not up to His standards...

We shall see...

=)

MTV

Thought about this while jogging just now, we've all watched MTV least once in our lifetimes and there's so much interest in one's life, especially our favourite artists...

Food for Thought

God's interested in your life. How would your life be on MTV?

I'm back

I'm back =)

Had a whole week of conferences and word.

It has been really great time listening to God.

Praying for more empowerment in my life.

I throw my life on You Jesus.

I love you

Should I stay or should I go

I did a bizzare thing today during service.

God I need You.

You know what I've said.

I pray Your will be done.

Praise God today Shaojie's baptised! haha

For God?

Chanced upon an email to link me to Godtube.com

Had reservations but it is authentic...Check it out

http://www.godtube.com/view_video.php?viewkey=03601ac051178920acd3&action=add2profile

"A Man's imagination is his only limitation to his faith"

-Sudden thought by Yours Truly

Your problem is not your problem

I managed to spend at least 5 hours with God today, thank God for the change...hope it'll be 8hours a day.

Several points to note today:

-Problems only hamper our plans temporary. It is ourselves who cause our plans to come to a halt permanently.

-We live in the power of Christ today and He has set us free. From the laws of Moses. From the accusations of the Evil One. From the judgement of the Creator. Why? Because God loves us so much...Are you living in Christ today?

-I realized I've been walking in condemnation over that matter for far too long...I chose to live in self-pity and think of the negative.

Yesterday after lunch with the adults at Funan, I was invited by Mark to go for New Creation Service with Aunt Aileen and Aunt Grace. I must say, God had a purpose for me to say yes and go despite my time constraints and tiredness.

I went with hesitation and sceptical about the service...It was only when the worship and word began, I felt so sorry for myself. The anointing at New Creation is so strong, they walk with so much confidence only in the Lord, not in Man.

Thank God for so much blessings in my life, have you counted yours?

Gal. 2:20 - I have been crucified with Christ and I no longer live, but Christ lives in me. The life I live in the body, I live by faith in the Son of God, who loved me and gave Himself for me.

Who am I?

I know we got to live in God today...

I just can't move away from a life in condemnation...

Please pray for me...

Please...

Random

"And now she's gone, I await patiently"

God is good, all the time. Challenge your faith today, put it in God and see if the returns are good?

Trust me, you won't regret it. =)

Faith puts a demand on God's anointing

And amen to that! God is faithful and loving. Led worship in youth ministry today, was full of God's presence and Aunt Shanti spoke in the power of the Holy Spirit on Jesus and the Cross. Many and I mean many, youths were convicted and rededicated themselves to Jesus during altar call.

There is power in prayer. We believe. Praying last night was definitely helpful and thank God for being so gracious and merciful. We're gonna endure in this prayer ministry and the Devil is going to be beaten as we get down on our knees and come back to the Lord in the most high.

Lord, there is unlimited power in Your spirit. I pray that You move in our midst as we dedicate to You our lives. I pray and break any attempts of the evil one to come in between You and us in the name of Christ. You are the One, Hallejulah!

Heart of Worship

Lord, if I've hurt anyone today, forgive me Father. I pray for lips of love and grace, words that give life to others around me. Father, I pray for anointing of Your power in my life to impact others. I pray for Your love to spread like fire throughout the Nations.



Lord, Your will be done.

Psalms 103:1-5

That's the verse Pastor Steven Teo gave from the Lord today in Youth Empowering Service. Yes, I believe the Lord is near and He hears. Amen to that.

He's always been speaking to me every single time I come before Him. Thank You Father.

Nice to see Pastor Steven drop by and give a message. Committment is the greatest aspect of life...What are you committed today?

The Lord is good and taste and see that He is truly the One for you and me.
The Lord loves you and me. Do you?
In Jesus Name, I thank You Father for everything in my life.
Amen.

Knee op

Thank God all went well for the op. Painful though when I walk but all in all, give thanks :)

Need clutches too heh...

41 days mc (not bad huh)

Things to do during my mc?
Comp games?
Books?
Nah, i wanto devote 50% of my day time to worship n QT. God, help me to fulfil this that I can draw nearer to You. Amen!

God-glorification

Lesson learnt today...Talents and God-glorifying.


Something happened just now, hit me really hard. Am I thinking too much?

Lord, why?

The Healing Touch

Before I begin blogging, I think I must apologize to someone. I've been having too many negative thoughts of life, been feeling really lonely and far from everyone, though I'm sort of free from NS liability for the next few weeks.

Sorry God.

Many things has happened so much since my enlistment. Coming close to 7 months, I noticed how God has worked in my life. What have I done in return? He has spoken so many times and so much prophecies, am I holding onto His words and standing on His promises?

Today is the 8th March. In 2 more days, I will be wheeled into an operating theatre to do up my right knee. Long time meniscus problem for 6 years, finally I'm getting it done up. Doc's going to drill 2 holes on my knee and remove probably a good 20% of my mensicus, no side effects for the operation. Yet, this is my prayer, that the Lord of healing and goodness will bring me through this time. Is this the "heart of a lion" that the Lord wants me to have?

Mr. Mas has escaped from his cosy nest in Singapore and has chosen to reside probably in a forested area. His runaway has certainly brought about much chatterings and questions. How did he do it?

Food prices soaring sky high over the past few months. Maybe in the future, we can only afford to eat bread, without flour? Did anyone ever recall Left behind and linked it to this food-scarcity issue? Is it the time that Jesus is coming back? Are we waiting for His glorious return? Are we ready?

I hope this 2008, I can truly let her go and concentrate on what God wants me to accomplish. I believe that He knows what I desires and He has the best, which He always gives. I have no worries in my life cause I know I have a good God. I know in my heart she's still the one, but it just isn't time yet, it just isn't the time. I pray and trust that the Lord in His perfect timing, will do great wonders for His children.

All in all, the Lord is good. Have you tasted the goodness of the Lord?

Bowing down to God's will

Have you been in a situation where God requires you to listen to Him and do according to His will?

Well, I pray that we all do and listen to Him, because He has only the best for you and me!

Things happening since my last update:

-Have been blessed in NDU leader's course, nice friends and instructors
-God speaking to me so clearly even in camp
-Went for further medical review recently and through this week, God is probably telling me He's going to pull me out of my diving training (which starts on Monday btw). I find myself struggling to follow His will for me as I began to accept the fact I'm in NDU. Yet, God seems to be pulling me out of the course at the moment when I am halfway through the race. I don't know why but I want to believe He has His reasons.

Last Sunday's service was anointing. Speakers from the Healing Room from COOS gave prophecies even before the sermon. I had mine and I thank God, He listens and He answers. Among the words spoken, me having a "heart of a lion". I left it as it is and this week while in camp, I came across a video line as I entered the room:

-Heart of a lion
-Skin of a rhino
-Soul of an angel

God indeed is trying to tell me something. What is it? I can only seek to know.

And in SGcell last night, my takeaway: Do I love Him? Or am I just a routine Christian? Is that personal relationship with my Lord and Saviour alive?

Lord, I pray You forgive me for my transgressions and foolishness. I pray that through Your Holy Spirit, feel our hearts with love and wisdom that we live in fear and reverence and love for You and fullest for the glory of Your name. Amen.

Chinese New Year

It's Chinese New Year Eve, gonna do a quick update as demanded..heh

Though been going back to camp and stuff can be quite boring and diving phase is coming after Chinese New Year, I get to see God's goodness. Such as a day off yesterday out of the blue and I say I am truly blessed in God's eyes. If you ever feel God is not seeing your needs, think again...Ask and believe...He is there...

Some interesting highlights on Sunday back in church...message that speaks to me totally...Delays happen in our lives because God has something bigger and better in His mind for us...and Uncle Mark sharing with me on some issues...hmmm

God, what are You trying to say?

That's all...Oh I passed my DRIVING TEST on Friday =)

Thank God and also, my newborn niece is born at 3pm yesterday. Her name is Rachel.

God bless everyone with a happy Chinese New Year!