Monday, June 21, 2010

The Greatest of them all...

Love. Agape Love. God.

Sad to read what the world and fellow believers are viewing CHC.

More disappointing are the comments and remarks made by fellow believers.
Their words make me ponder if they truly know God's love.

Reminded me of the passage that Jesus asked the crowd, if any of you has no sin, then let him be the first to throw the stone...

The media had only reported that CHC is assisting CAD and whoever with investigations, which to me does not imply that Pastor Kong and CHC are guilty of anything. I'm unsure of the updates but I'm pretty sure God knows it all, and God will deal with Man as He deems.

Children of God - Before the verdict is officially made, let us remember what Christ has done for you and me. Lay hold of His heart, pray for Pastor Kong and CHC. Sadly if you can't even do that, then pray for God's intervention for the truth to come forth.

Imagine what the world is saying and absorbing when the body of Christ cannot even bear one another in love.

Speculators and those following this issue - Hold your piece and comments because you have no right to give your conclusions until the Governing authority gives its verdict. Don't tell me you have the right because you ain't the judge. If you disagree, does that mean you'll dare to make your own conclusions aloud in a court room? No, because the Law of Singapore will stand.

God, let Your light shine through all these darkness, especially in this generation.

God is Love.

Wednesday, June 9, 2010

Coming back to the heart of Worship

Met up with a sister-in-Christ today.

Had a good catch up then I decided to bring up the issue of faith because I felt a leading.

I'm glad I brought it up to open sharing.

Praying that God draws her back again.

Thursday, June 3, 2010

Rants

Want to know why I don't say no??

Wednesday, June 2, 2010

Serve God, not Money

Just had a momentary thought...

Am I serving too much? Should I devote my time to studying instead?

Been having so many people coming to tell me that I'm serving too much,
does that mean I should serve less...

And I noticed that I've been giving up very much of my time to Church. Not God but Church.
Time to the cells. Time to the worship team. Time to the meetings.
Should I just focus on my studies this season instead?

Talking about these two points above are my heartfelt thoughts this season.

Cell people are just not into God nor His Kingdom...
Despite how hard I try to pursue them, it feels fruitless.
And perhaps if I give my time to studying instead, I can glorify Him with my grades right...
Isn't that what most people around have in mind?

Reconciliation between members-in-Christ seems impossible...
Pastor preached the message of God being First Love,
that in Christ we ought to live in love for one another...
Somehow I cannot bring myself to agree...
I've given up on that long ago...

These past months, I've interacted and seen a lot bunch of my peers and YA
having other plans...
Some already have made the move...Some already have the plan to move...
Some still considering the move...Some not longer in the Faith even...

The rest? I'm not sure how many will remain...

God, I'm at a loss...I don't know what I'm doing or what You're doing...

Is it really all worth when You come back again...