Doors

TOday had Alpha session today..Lesson was focusing on God's guidance for us. How He guides us in my life.

Realised how much faith I've lost in Him and how bland my spiritual life is right now. Indeed, it is the trying times that we are best relying on Jesus and walking close to God. I begin to question myself again, do I really have Jesus in my life...Did I sincerely invite Him into my life?Did I really open the door to Him?

Because of my lack of faith now, I begin to draw further from God. Eyes turning more to the worldly possessions and issues. Mind begins to worry. Heart begins to panick. Life becomes bitter and tensed.

But because of Jesus redemption, things are never the same. For of cause we have to give up the worldly desires and willing to take up the cross.

I have not exactly let go of the issues that I've committed to God. How small is my faith in Jesus. Lord, forgive me for my faith in You is so small. Grant me the peace that transcends all understanding, to know that You are always in control. Dear God, it is hard and You know it, I'll do my best to let go. I pray You take control. Life's good with You around always. That's for sure. You give Your children only the best, thank You God! Amen.