Monday, April 30, 2007

Grace

How gracious can our God be?

1) I just got to know that I passed my first stage for Pilot vocation in the RSAF.

2) I got into NTU mechanical engineering (direct entry into 2nd year). Though it's not my first choice, thank God I have a choice.

3) God spoke to me during Worship Jam II. I've failed to put my faith in Him even though I cried out to Him so much. It was all along me unwilling to let Him work in my life. Lord Jesus, please move in my life and mould it. I have a strong desire for 2 things but I have no idea which one was God assuring me that will eventually come to pass. I'm just going to walk close to Him and admire His wondrous works in my life. Thank you Lord.

Choose to hear what the Lord speaks, for what He commands is done with love. Listen carefully for His voice, because many distractions and temptations will come.

Amen.

Sunday, April 29, 2007

NTU

I got into NTU Mechanical Engineering (direct entry to 2nd year)!!!

I must thank God.

Thank You, Lord!

Amen.

Friday, April 13, 2007

Doors

TOday had Alpha session today..Lesson was focusing on God's guidance for us. How He guides us in my life.

Realised how much faith I've lost in Him and how bland my spiritual life is right now. Indeed, it is the trying times that we are best relying on Jesus and walking close to God. I begin to question myself again, do I really have Jesus in my life...Did I sincerely invite Him into my life?Did I really open the door to Him?

Because of my lack of faith now, I begin to draw further from God. Eyes turning more to the worldly possessions and issues. Mind begins to worry. Heart begins to panick. Life becomes bitter and tensed.

But because of Jesus redemption, things are never the same. For of cause we have to give up the worldly desires and willing to take up the cross.

I have not exactly let go of the issues that I've committed to God. How small is my faith in Jesus. Lord, forgive me for my faith in You is so small. Grant me the peace that transcends all understanding, to know that You are always in control. Dear God, it is hard and You know it, I'll do my best to let go. I pray You take control. Life's good with You around always. That's for sure. You give Your children only the best, thank You God! Amen.

Sunday, April 8, 2007

My Shield, My strength

O Lord today I rededicate my life to You
In Your hands I place my trust
That everyday I might live
According to Your living words

Lord abound in me Your everlasting grace
Uphold me in Your great love
Wash me over with Your Truth
Lord let Your truth be known

You are my Saviour my salvation
The rock on which I stand
You are my Saviour my salvation
The light unto my path

Lord, I cast my desires before Your throne of grace
Lord, You know my every hurt in my heart
Lord, only You can see the thoughts of my mind
Lord, I want to follow You closely in everyday of my life

Lord, I don't want to live my life about myself anymore
Lord, help me to see what You see in my life
Lord, help me to love those who do not love me back
Lord, help me recognise Your love I pray

God, I love You.
Forgive me I pray.
Take me to You again.
Bring me out of this.

Amen.