PDL. One of the best sold titles and popular among the churches for its very message.
What on earth am I here for?
It is exactly what has been bothering me for quite some time.
With different views of life and influences, it seems meaningless to live on.
It seems like lying down eternally is a better choice.
And it doesn't help being alone, physically especially.
Though I'm surrounded by many most of the time, it is just different.
And as the days go by, as beloved ones fade away one by one,
I find no one to turn to, feel so helpless and devastated at times recently.
I can't seem to get things done.
Properly.
Nothing seems to be that way.
I know I ought to turn back in His grace.
I know He is there awaiting with open arms.
I know He is ever faithful.
I know He loves.
But I guess I only know.
I may have not experienced it myself.
Lost.
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