Lonely...Or Loner?

It's the time of being alone again.
Why am I so vulnerable to being lonely?
Life's pretty plain nowadays.
Where's the enthu me?

Driving lessons and overseas trips.
None of them seem to be fun.
Something's missing in my life.
A hole is left unmended.

Anyone?
Taking my life as it is
Never can I satisfy myself
Sinning against God is so easy
It's making me slip away

I will try
I promise I'll try
It's not that I do not desire
But a heart not determined

Where is she in my life
Where is God in my life
Where is love in my life
My life's going down again