2nd mission trip

This time, I'm heading to Myanmar on the 31st March. Do remember to keep praying for the people there. Anyway, I never saw myself having another chance to go missions before NS. Thank God, it happened.

Why? Because it's what I saw. Matthias if you read this, God can do anything!

It's the most beautiful yet sometimes scary thing that happens. In any case, I thank God. My dad is sure nice enough. Silently sponsoring my kinabalu trip, Myanmar trip and just showing concern in every area. He leaves ample room for me to be independent.

If your father on earth loves you so much, how much more Your Father in Heaven who is there watching over you 24/7.

Learnt how to preach from A. Mary through my weeks of freetime. Good experience and I feel I've been digging deep into God's word. Yet, the Devil's attacks becomes stronger. Seems like I must go deeper :) and pray pray!!

Some past events in my life just re-floated in my mind recently. One word I can only think of. Forgiveness. It's so hard to forgive because I have not done it completely. I want to love the person and just forgive. I want to lay it all down before God but I never seem to had done so for the past months. It hurts a lot and the devil sees this as a point to attack me.

Lord, I pray on my own strength, no bondages can I break. Lord with You, I can do anything. Lord, I pray You grant me faith to believe You can rescue me. Amen.

I wanto believe

I do believe, yet I have so much unbelief in my life. I walk in faith, yet I have so little faith. I follow God, yet I repeatedly find myself stumbling on a path of my own choosing. Paul teaches this is a common disorder among Christians, but he also says the cure for our unbelief is, quite simply, just to believe God. In the midst of our complex negotiations with God on the subject of belief, Paul sums up the issue with one simple phrase: "Abraham believed God …." (Romans 4:3).

I believe; help me to live like I believe. I believe; help me to make decisions like I believe. I believe, Lord, you are trustworthy; help me to abandon my mythology that says I am more trustworthy than you.

God is really really faithful

Never seem like it's possible for God to plan for me to sign on as a fighter pilot. He has opened a way today for me. I came home after cell group to receive an RSAF letter on my table! haha...Thank You Daddy God! I'll use this job and glorify Your name! If I get in.

Today had performance at arts cafe. Nice place. Good ambience. Though I guess I didn't do too well, I just sang unto the Lord. Gave Him the thanksgiving and praises He deserves. Thank You God once again! Amen.

Mount Kinabalu

Hi, im back :)

Continued with previous

That was just a moment of ranting.
Just the Devil trying to place his foot into me and taking God away.
Not trying to act holy...
Sin is constantly hanging around
Especially those who are trying to lead a Godly life
Seek and run to God when sin comes

Remember, run....not fight it...

Lonely...Or Loner?

It's the time of being alone again.
Why am I so vulnerable to being lonely?
Life's pretty plain nowadays.
Where's the enthu me?

Driving lessons and overseas trips.
None of them seem to be fun.
Something's missing in my life.
A hole is left unmended.

Anyone?
Taking my life as it is
Never can I satisfy myself
Sinning against God is so easy
It's making me slip away

I will try
I promise I'll try
It's not that I do not desire
But a heart not determined

Where is she in my life
Where is God in my life
Where is love in my life
My life's going down again