You Deserve

I just can't explain...

Things that happened beyond comprehension...
Prayers prayed that spoke right to someone's heart...
Needs felt that were met abundantly by God...

Despite the numerous proof of God's goodness and faithfulness,
yet I find myself still being uncertain and having that tinge of doubt.

Still learning more about myself...
I guess I am really afraid to try, or maybe more so afraid to fail.
Perhaps that's why...

To point everyone in the wrong direction is simply walking away in the opposite direction.

Directions directions...I need a new direction

Everyone around been's telling me differently.

Some would agree with one another while others gave a different opinion.

I know either way, God is able to work things out to His glory.
If there's the case, I shouldn't need to worry =)

Next Level

This has been on my mind for quite some time already, but I guess it'll still be quite a while before I get my answer.

I feel like I'm reaching the next level.
Quite like choosing which potential school to enrol in.
Like having to choose the next phone to use.
Like having to decide if bread/kopi or Big Breakfast.

Nevertheless, I'm trusting God and I know whatever choices I make,
that the Lord has prepared it before I knew.
Whatever it is, I pray that it'll be glorifying to You Lord.
Here is my willing heart, I give it all to You.

=)

Choices

Seems like everyone around me chooses to do what they want.
Regardless whether it is aligned with the plans of God, or there's even a God,
people I know get to choose what they want.

So should I likewise?
It is such a struggle, especially with my current point in life.
A time when everyone around is saying no, perhaps I should too?
But yet, I know I won't say no because if I do, there won't be anyone left.

=( It's discouraging not because I have to "ta" but
what's our priorities? Do we choose the easy way out?

I feel like doing so already.

I choose not to sigh.
I choose to look to God.
Show me why, why I'm going through this season.

Will of God

Pray Thy will be done.
What if God's will is not what I asked for?

How would you handle it?

Choices

2 Big things coming up in my life...

1 - Should I get the Gretsch guitar? It was like God leading me to this choice after I thought I would settle with a Sweelee rip-off. But I guess the guy meant good anyway...

2 - To go to UNSW and take aerospace engineering? It'll cost a bomb for my parents definitely. Or should I just get a bank loan? or apply for sportsman scholarship? or get an interest-free loan from my aunt?

Choices choices...O Lord, lit my path and guide my feet.

I am lost without You in my life, let Thy will be done.

Freely You gave and surrendered Your life just for me..