Crusade FOC

Living a surrendered life to answer God's call to go forth to be a salt and light unto the world and to bear fruit and win souls all over NTU

God if CC is Your will for me, then I pray You make it crystal clear to me...

Lord use me, here I am send me...

A New Creation

I am a new creation in Him..

I will live by the Spirit; the Spirit of God who has called me His own..

Camp's coming up in 2 days' time, not sure what to expect..

School's coming up very soon as well, hmm, uni life finally..

Well my mind's set on Campus Crusade, I pray that I'll not let the chances slip by..

God how I wish my past mistakes can be reconciliated and resolved..

Maybe, maybe not; It's in His hands..

On a side note: Thank you friend for being my friend, really.

Passion?

And it carries on...

Something's gone wrong, I know so.

God, I wish You'll tell me what is it..

Pray

What have I become?

That passion...fire...hunger...

God sent my dear friend to remind me...

I hope this tides over real soon...

ORD LO!!

This post is specially dedicated to you pinkie..

I am finally going to see you after 2 years!!!

I missed you so much since the day I handed you over..

I didn't meant to but I had no choice..

I was forced to do it and it would be for our own good..

But never mind the past I suppose..

I went through all that shit and crap for a reason..

And now I face the day..

That we can once again be together again..

You will forever be in my arms..

In my wallet you will find home..

I'll never leave home without you..

I can never live without you..

I will take care of you till I die..

Be it in sickness and in health..

Be it in poor or in richness..

Be it anywhere or anytime..

We will always be together..

I love you..

My PINK IC!

~MUACKZ~

hahahaahahahahahaha!!!

Letting go

Maybe letting you go was what God had all along...

And now it's all none and I shall not be in want,

God is my Great Shepherd and I know He loves me.

I pray for only His plans, THE BEST =))

I just can't forget the good old days.............

4 weeks and counting

It's coming to a month of my boring-stay-at-home-and-do-nothing...

Looking back, I guess hey it ain't so bad =))

Just finished Prison Break season 4! HAH! Thanks Roche for all your help...

Now onto How I Met Your Mother...

I didn't expect much of the series but hey guess what,

this American sitcom caused me to produce quite a lot of laughing gas this week =D

Oh well, but life's not meant to be all fun and no work right...

School's gona start; I'm gonna ORD...

I suppose life goes on even when the world is turned off right?

Just a thought, so what would be meaningful to you in your lifetime?

*Smiles*

God my strength

It's 330am in the morning...

I think I passed my bedtime and now I can't sleep argh!

Went to watch Night at the Museum 2 just now, not too bad.

Week's been pretty good. I must say, I'm starting to like this stay-home-no-work life haha...

Quite a few events that perked my week: Nic's "surprise" birthday; A new aircon for me; Catching up with old friend... Guess I have also been experiencing some emotional roller coaster...

I mean, come on, who doesn't? You try staying at home for 3 weeks!! =D Just kidding...

Been led to read the book of Ecclesiastes for the past weeks, interesting book...

Can't wait to see what God wants to reveal...maybe Everything is meaningless hahaha...

Well on a side note for all you faithful readers =)

Maybe things just will never work out, maybe not in this life time.

What if God wanted it to be this way? What do you think?

A broken bridge that will never be mended...You'll know what I mean =)

Never mind all that. God still loves you and me the same =)

YAWNS!!! Good night peeps!

Love

I have always been pondering over this...

God so loved the world that He gave His one and only Son so that those who believe in Him shall not perish but have eternal life. - John 3:16

This is a tough one.

I would rather give up my faith and salvation to Heaven than not be able to live out God's two greatest commandments that is to love Him and others as myself.

Cause I believe in love.

What would you do?

Left or Right?

Sometimes, life is just seem so simple.

Sometimes, so hard.

Things like a decision to go left or right?

To eat chinese or western food?

To drink tea or coffee?

To stay or to leave?

Maybe I'll just have to make a choice..

Putting this off for far, far, far too long...

My brother, I really hope you are to talk to me...

There's just no one else to turn to...

For those of you close ones who've been there, thank you from my heart...

Thank you

Muvees

Was just watching good luck chuck...

No wonder the lead actress is so hot, it's JESSICA ALBA hah

"To love someone/something is to be able to let it go"

Is that really true? Maybe it's the world's perception of love,

but somehow I think it does makes sense...

Maybe cause I am starting to let go,

maybe it doesn't really matter at all.

Bella Soares - Chasing Cars

This is a lovely rendition...
Saw her video on my cousin's blog decided to hear...

Nice vid and sound effects =)

Stuck

Here I am.

Day 4 and I am still stuck at home..

Can't do pretty much...

but I'm glad Sparks will be at my place tomorrow...we're gonna do our planning =)

ETA 12 hours

It's countdown 12 hours to my operation.

I know I'll be alone tomorrow till Sat.

Dad ain't free due to work so he's just coming to pick me up on sat,

I don't know how to react to it.

It's feels like my surgery doesn't matter to him but I know I won't believe it.

God, I know I still have You.

I still have friends who care out there.

I know I have.

I'll trust in You.

By Faith

What a simple yet important truth! FAITH!

2 more days and I should not worry, have the faith that my God will bring me through this season!

Met up with Pastor Edmund for dinner today. Wasn't sure of what to expect but God's awesome!

Him and his wife has been such a blessing to me recently and I feel the passion to serve God wholeheartedly!

I'm unsure but I am sure that God will lead me =D

All for Him I live! Only for Him I live!

Healing

Knee op's this friday.

Too soon? I thought so.

Just right? I prayed for.

Too late? God is never.

Oh well, am going under the knife in 3days' time so I'll be MIA for quite a while.

So for those of you who care, do keep me in prayer against complications...

I don't know how I'll be after Friday so yeah...

Anyway some details for you:

Friday will be the operation and I will be staying 1 night in NUH.

Discharging on Saturday morning.

Love Love Love

Today strangely, I would say is about love =D

In youth service, Nic preached about brotherly love and I felt it was so timely a message.

Pray and ask God to bring friends to me and I myself make an effort to befriend others.

But I always asked myself, how far would I go for a friend? Lay down my life?

I suppose today God used the sermon to challenge me, though I thought it was a small favor.

If you, my dear reader, have been following me these years, you would know that I am a person with not many or nil close friends in my life. I meant in my opinion cause I know that there are friends are out there who will lay down their lives for me (I hope! hhaahaha).

But one thing's for sure. Be it whether there are such friends in my life, 

I commit myself to being one like that. 

So if you ever, ever need me to even lay down my life for you.

I'll be there for you my friends out there.

I'll be there. 

Cause I know Jesus my Lord loves me so much,

and I'll choose to love the same way.

Love, love

Having talked to a friend about BGRs and stuff, I've come to realize several points.

Life's really interesting when you take a pause and look back.

God has new things for me this year

She's beautiful!!! Isn't she?

Yes and I believe so.

It seemed like God took while to reveal such stuff to me, but I believe He has His reasons and plans. Lord, things seem so different now as I see it. In every way, strangely it seems different...

Nevertheless, I pray You grant me the faith to trust in You as I take every step of faith everyday.

To live a child in awe of You, thank You God for every, and I mean everything I encountered.

It has been amazing, and I believe more is to come.

I pray for my every friend that You bless them, and teach me to love all of them, especially those I find hard to love.

Jesus, it was because of what You've done that I am standing here today alive and well.

And I thank You =) Cause You're just so sweet and awesome!

Amen

Blessed blessed

I was blessed today.

It was quite unexpected. Invited to dinner with P. Edmund and wife.

A lovely time with them and of cause, with my teriyaki chicken ramen =D

I might have seen a glimpse of what God has prepared for me,

and yes, I will even die for His ministry!!

Amen! Glory be to God =)