Just a thought

Spent most of today pondering...

I'm by myself most of my entire life...

At home; In school; In church...

I can safely say 90% of the time I am alone, not counting my roommate sitting behind me now...

Yup, I gave some thought about the people in my life...

My conclusion - I am living this life alone physically cause technically with God, I can't be alone at any time...

And I guess I'm really used to it and that explains why I don't really enjoy fellowships...

except for the ones that I really love and get to be ministered...but then again...

My life's pretty much a lonely, straight line =)

Love Love Love

Today strangely, I would say is about love =D

In youth service, Nic preached about brotherly love and I felt it was so timely a message.

Pray and ask God to bring friends to me and I myself make an effort to befriend others.

But I always asked myself, how far would I go for a friend? Lay down my life?

I suppose today God used the sermon to challenge me, though I thought it was a small favor.

If you, my dear reader, have been following me these years, you would know that I am a person with not many or nil close friends in my life. I meant in my opinion cause I know that there are friends are out there who will lay down their lives for me (I hope! hhaahaha).

But one thing's for sure. Be it whether there are such friends in my life, 

I commit myself to being one like that. 

So if you ever, ever need me to even lay down my life for you.

I'll be there for you my friends out there.

I'll be there. 

Cause I know Jesus my Lord loves me so much,

and I'll choose to love the same way.