Wait for the Lord

"Wait for the Lord; be strong and take heart and wait for the Lord." ~ Psalm 27:14

Things I really don't get it yet I feel like I'm in no position to bring it up to God.
Simple questions like "Why me?" or "Why all these?".

I suppose it's all in my heart's attitude.
If I were in this for the glory and fame, then I better step down this instance.

I am so wrong. SO wrong.
May God forgive me for my selfishness; for my ignorance.

Please bring Your goodness out of this.
Probably there isn't anything Man can do at this point anymore.

Early next morning...

Jesus spent a good deal of His time by Himself and seeking the Father.

'Timeout'.

Perhaps this coming 3 weeks 'by myself' is God's timely answer.
So much to hear from Him about, to ask of Him yet only one thing is really needed.

Jesus, be that one thing I need. That will never be replaced.

Healing

Knee op's this friday.

Too soon? I thought so.

Just right? I prayed for.

Too late? God is never.

Oh well, am going under the knife in 3days' time so I'll be MIA for quite a while.

So for those of you who care, do keep me in prayer against complications...

I don't know how I'll be after Friday so yeah...

Anyway some details for you:

Friday will be the operation and I will be staying 1 night in NUH.

Discharging on Saturday morning.