Probably "those forgiven much, loves much" applies to me. As my past resurfaces in my mind, it doesn't just come back as a passing thought. It stays and the impression grows stronger and stronger.
Like I said, the kind of history that I have accumulated. Most people may never kmow in my lifetime. It sometimes come to a point that I wonder if Christ dying on the cross for me can really redeem me.
Things that if you knew, you'd never see me the same way again. AGAIN. That's just who I am. That's just how much I view the Love from God for me. I can't change what has already happened and shaped me, but I suppose the next step is my part to play to ask Him to change me.
Showing posts with label Hard truth. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Hard truth. Show all posts
Friday, January 18, 2013
Tuesday, January 8, 2013
How to deal with it
I honestly do not know.
EHS couldn't have come at a more perfect timing. I'm fearful that EHS might just uncover a side of me that perhaps I never want to see again, or bringing back the emotions that I once thought would be good to lay deep down somewhere inside of me.
EHS has been piercing me through and through with every statement and truth read. It is as though it was written for me to the point that I now question my First Love all these while.
I guess there are 2 choices ahead of me: Run from Him or Run to Him.
EHS couldn't have come at a more perfect timing. I'm fearful that EHS might just uncover a side of me that perhaps I never want to see again, or bringing back the emotions that I once thought would be good to lay deep down somewhere inside of me.
EHS has been piercing me through and through with every statement and truth read. It is as though it was written for me to the point that I now question my First Love all these while.
I guess there are 2 choices ahead of me: Run from Him or Run to Him.
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