Grace of God

God is faithful though I'm faithless...

God is good even though I sinned...

God is love even though I hated...

God is the same even though I'm so different at times...

I don't know how to thank Him enough...

I don't know how to grasp His love and grace for me...

It's so, so, so wide and deep and high...

1 - NTU allowed me to apply for hall after 2 weeks of school-travelling-maddness

2 - Brother lent me his car for this week which means I don't need to bus/train

3 - I just received $xxxxx/- from my aunt...

I don't deserve such grace

But thank You Lord

Spiritual Orphan

John 14: 18 says:

I will not leave you as orphans; I willl come to you.

That was Jesus' promise to His disciples that they will never be alone.

I look at the lives of the disciples before Jesus' death.

They knew Jesus personally.

They touched Him.

They talked to Him.

They heard Him.

Yet some doubted Him; some denied Him; some betrayed Him.

Man, as hard as he could try, is as imperfect as ever.

O Lord, indeed only You are worthy, good and faithful.

I pray that in this season, You make Your presence so obvious to me.

Be my comforter and strength, when there is no one else to turn to.

Lord, I thank You for the few people who were here for me when I needed to talk.

But You are the One who has never left nor forsaken me.

As I seek You and run after You, I pray that You'll show me the way.

I will stick to my commitment and not my emotions.

It does not mean that I will be taken for granted.

The place You lead me to, I will go.

The time has come, I shall waste no more of it.

I will go where You send me.